Another sunrise...He doesnt always speak with audible words or handwriting on the wall...sometimes he just lets the sun peak over the horizon, a silent symbol that He is still on the throne...

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Change...
Life is full of it. I used to say that I hated change. But that isn't true. If we never changed then we would never really go anywhere. But I don't necessarily look forward to it. Looking back on my 21 years of life, it sure seems a lot longer than that. I am stting surrounded by scrapbooks and journals, chapters of my life, pages that seem more like a distant dream than a memory. I have been blessed with so many diffferent expereinces and opportunites. Pictures of different countries and sights surround me. The faces of poeple I will never see again make me wonder. The faces of people that I rarely see make me sad. I find myself missing the present, even though nothing has even changed yet. I feel like I have a good grasp on what change means. I have had quite a bit of it in my life. I understand what it means to say goodbye. In my head, I get it...my heart is another story.
Change is hard...but life wouldn't be worth much without it.

So here we go, 2011. I don't know all that you will bring me, but I do know of one thing. You will bring me change and I will do my best to meet it bodly. Another new year,another step in me life, more goodbyes. Sometimes I wonder if there is room in my head for another address and zip code...I guess it's a good thing we have gps.

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