You just walked away
and never turned around

You called me friend
but you never looked back

We shared laughs
but all I saw was anger

We had so many memories
You were content to leave them behind

I have nothing I can apoligize for
except that I am sorry you were on the other side when it all came down

I dont want you back
I couldnt handle it
But I have never truly let you go either

I still have my anger
I like it.
I deserve it.
I am wrong and sinful.

I need to give up the pain that I have carried with me for far to long.

I hope you are happy
I hope you find joy

I hope you get everything you wanted.
But is it so wrong that still deep down, I am still hoping that someday...

you'll turn around and remember?