looking back

I have grown. I have learned. I am better because. I am not the same girl. I have changed for the better. I am stronger. I have more faith. I trust more…its so weird how I trust MORE after that. But I do. I wouldn’t change to be back what I was. But is it wrong that I look at them now and am angry that they have forgotten. That they don’t remember. That they changed my world….and they kept going. They stole things that I will never get back. They hurt me in ways I have never really gotten over. They turned around and walked away. The worst thing…They don’t care. They don’t think about it. They are blind. They will never know. I just want them to know. I want them to acknowledge. Is it stupid that I am still standing there looking back. Not all the time, not even often. But sometimes I remember. They never do. I pray for the strength to forgive faults that they are to blind to realize. To move on without apologies that will never come. I pray I will love people that will never remember.